I don't know how long I will be gone, but I can't come to dA or any internet based stuff for a while. My mum and I are in trouble, our relationship has deteriorated and today I got so upset and did something devastating! I hurt her so badly and I didn't want to! I didn't mean what I said! I love her. I love my mum more than anything and I'm crying as I write this - it's the hardest thing I've ever done. I need to work on showing my mum how much I care about her, appreciate her for when she turns the other cheek and forgives me when I do something like I did today. I need my mum. She is so wonderful and I take her for granted. I had an epiphany today. I will never EVER hurt my mum again or say anything bad about her because her good qualities far out-rank the bad, and I am such a terrible person! I'm sorry I've not updated in so long but my mum and I have been contantly at eachother's necks and I have had no inspiration - I've been to angry at her, but I know now I will never say the word 'hate' again. I never told her I hate her, I never have. She said it to me today and broke into tears that she never thought she could ever feel like that about me. I caused this. About an hour ago, she came back and held me close, and told me she loved me. I didn't want to let go, and I'm not ever going to again. I'm sorry but I will be too distracted to work on any art or chapters. Please forgive me, when I return I will not ignore anything anyone's done. I will read any chapters, fall in love with any art and re-unite with my friends here. I love you all so much, but I need to work on my relationship with my mum for a while.

Goodbye everyone x

JoeyGirl1420